making things worst

Dear Tito,

Now I know why you’re smiling when you have a conversation with your officemates or katrabahos and after the whole event of the groundbreaking rites, you’ll tell me that theyre all fuckin bullshits and how unprofessional those people were.

I had a week to finish OUR exhibit. OUR means, I had a group so I had to deal with their ideas. When its my turn to shine share, HE reject it and calls panget kaya pinabayaan ko na lang. The point is that, my friend krissy and I are the only people who work…at siya? wala lang..wala lang siyang ginawa.

feeling sosyalera, nung time na naghahanap na kami ng makakainan, lahat ng sinasuggest ko, ayaw nila. Why? kasi daw, mabaho, mukang hindi daw masarap. eh hello? professors are eating there… at mas madmui pa nga yung mcdo kesa sa karinderya sa noval noh? hmpf…

Tapos eto pa, sinabon kami ng prof namen kasi ang panget panget ng ginawa namen. Lahat ng mga binili niya na inambag NAMEn eh hindi nya ginamit… Look who’s talking now… mabuti nga sa kanya..wahahah!!!

Z

T:ano gagawin ko?

Z: hayaan mo sila.

T: hayaan na ano?

Z: Hayaan mong isipin nila na tanga ka. Na wala kang alam. Na puro kababawan lang alam mo. In that way, makakasiguro ako na hindi ka mapapano.

T: Bakit? aalis ka?

Z: Kung hindi mo na kakayanin, wag mo na lang masyadong isipin. Ang mga matatapang ang mabilis na nawawala. Just stick to your dreams terri.

T: Aalis ka ba?

Z: Baka hindi nako bumalik.

(mahabng pause)

T:…ganun ba?

Z: Mag-iingat ka.

tip of the iceburg

I can’t trust anyone. That’s the basic part of me. Kung may mga kinuwento ako sayo, konti lang yun sa totoong ako.

Minsan kasi, yung reality, ayaw nilang paniwalaan

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